Tryst in a Mirage

Transient will power to light

Red dot in the sky

No moon, what’s my mood?

No warm breath to chafe

My neck with affections

No hetero-erotic afflictions

No rising

No sinking

No horizon in sub-urban dwelling

What goddess is my love?

Where is the celestial warmth

In the hearth between her breasts

When is the eruption of lava

From her labia?

Rainfall slurps down the roof

I am imagining your proportions

Ratio of torso to torso

The mean of intertwined limbs.

Ikrd noon

Lamba like bangers

Dregs of the streets

Lowlifes and those next

Weary of the times

Ignoring the high noon

On Ikorodu road, a pothole

Once swallowed a bike whole

The dust is in houses

Loafers lounge on the verandah

Blown by the tyres of bikes

All the way to Ibeshe beachfront &

The statue of breastfeeding mother

At Sabo

Psalm

Who shall I turn to but you O God

When the weight of debts weigh me down

my body is broken from malnutrition

my soul is crushed in the crucible of poverty

You O God are my barracks

You will hide me in your guardroom

selah

Take away my bread of afflictions

Take away my wine of afflictions

Take away my cigarette of afflictions

You O God are my barracks

You will hide me in your guardroom

Happy New Year!

It’s midnight,

I have crossed

a train track

Into the new year

At Lafenwa-Abeokuta station

Wandered amongst logs of wood

At Mayaks, The Ogun river was brooding

In the dark, An omnibus took me to Agege station

Tail lights, streetlights, full lights, torch lights of Quick Response Squads guided us

The bush parted around a cigarette light one time

Walked a kilometer and half to Isokoko

Where denizens of the midnight wore torn

Dungarees, greyed locks and designer kicks

Where my angel rescued me in army slacks;

His blind horse “2003 Yamaha XJR1300” chomping at the bit flew true

To Oshodi, where pacers have ghoulish faces, a cab picked me up, the driver’s prosthetic leg was laid across the dashboard

Woe onto the child that made his mother cry

Woe onto the child that ran away even from his suicide

Woe betides the child that disobeys his mother

Walked past a teen thief detained by night guards

Remembering violence, my head hit against the wall horizontally, and against the wall vertically

My mother’s cry of why do you want to be a bum so bad?

My brother’s message of don’t do it

The only bridge I scaled was my lips between beer and styrofoam cups

This is only the debris left after a storm

xii

Your words roll off the screen to my tongue.
I taste the tears of a naked mind once upon a sweetness of us.
I wish on the aeroplane lights blinking in the night sky I was deep in it as much as you’re tall.
That you will Madonna me, lift me to your breast to crown thee with a laurel.
I shiver as the wind blow embers of these memories into a brightening sun over my brain stem.